I've never imagined how fast time can fly . We'll turn 7 in two weeks' time . In contrast , it's the busiest time in our life now . Racing towards the finishing line . We may not be ready now but we must continue to persevere and strive hard so as not to regret . We're all in this together , right ? We promised each other to do well and satisfy ourselves . As much as I'm so looking forward to my last paper , I know I've got to do hardcore mugging . So are you . Never never never give up . Stop bragging about failures but strategise how you can do better . Also , set yourself realistic goals . Take one step at a time .
Though we're in the midst of facing the tough part of the relationship , we've got to put this on hold . I know you can't accept the fact that I called it off . You're very protective of me , which is why you wouldn't let me go . However , I do feel guilty now cos things are potrayed such that its a one-sided thing . Really . Its my fault . I feel threatened about my mummy's view towards you . She made me to leave you . Hence , I've got few confessions to make . My teardrops are meant for you . I shed them cos I'm in dilemma of whether to tell you or not . I'm troubled . For that reason , I started to be over-sensitive and give you the cold shoulder as a sign of ignorance sometimes . I admit that I've hurt you so much . The silent treatments and all . I'm uncertain of what's going through me . :/
Nevertheless , I try to be normal . You never leave my mind though my feelings for you is complicated . I know this may shock you but this is what I'm really going through . I need you as much as I dont need you . Sounds pretty awkward but that is the truth . It's been haunting me since the June holiday .
I hope we can work this out smoothly after my Os . I dont wish to live in fear anymore .
Love ,
Sabrina <3
